Vices

When sips turn to drinks
and meds turn to drugs.
You crush and you snort
To find comfort
and quiet.

With blades
and lighters.
Knives
and smokes
Instant relief.
Instant regret.

These vices take over
The angriness wins
There is no other solution
Than to listen
To the voices
And give in.

To live or to die
To leave or to stay
I debate these choices
And commit a vice
A sin.

I’m losing this battle
I feel there’s no hope.
Struggling to breathe.
Searching for light.
I need someones help
I might lose it tonight.

-cdk

lighter

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3 thoughts on “Vices

  1. DO NOT GIVE UP MY FRIEND…Got what you are saying……I am praying for you that you don’t give into temptation again and you find the help you need to kick the vice..YOU can do it…..Praying for you…

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  2. You may not win the battle but you will win the war! Remember to learn to love the dandelions, each of them in their own way and then the war will stop and you will have won!

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  3. You may not win the war but you will win the battle. Remember to learn to love the dandelions, each and everyone of them and you find that the war has already been won by you.

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