1:14 AM

I took my night meds,
I wanted more –
Afterall, I took them over an hour ago
and I’m still awake.

I hear them.
They’re loud.
I feel fear,
so I listen.

I’m not interested in fighting,
it’s hard to live in the moment;
when the moment
is hell.

I’d like to go now.
I’d like this to end.
I’m grateful to many people
and sorry.

So i listen to them,
and let them guide me
to a place where there is no more fight
and I know it’s best for me
and I know it’s best for you
and I know that it’s okay.

I’ll see you later.

-cdk

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